It's been awhile since I wrote.. As usual. I literally have a list with 17 topics of discussion. I was so looking forward to diving into those topics and writing my thoughts. What's funny though, is the fact that when I think "I want to write about X because of Y" I don't... And then I add it my list of shit to write about because it seems important to my life. BUT then, I get the moment to write and I forget why I even gave a flip.
I have a chip on my shoulder tonight, and I want it to go away. I begin my summer classes tomorrow and internship on Tuesday. I am taking 3 classes and is going to be a son of a biscuit eater because I legit will only see my family on Friday- Sunday nights. So this is when you feel bad for me. I will be at "work" from 8-? And then class from 5-10 Tuesday's and Thursday's, class from 8-10 Monday's and Wednesday's. I am preaching to the choir... I know this. Life gets busy and you just have to roll with it.
The big "what the whattttttt" is the fact that I don't get to stay home during the day this summer. Travis makes fun of me because I'm a little depressed by this, and he's all like "every other person in the world works year round".......... Congratulations, your gold medal is in the mail.
The problem is, I am used to being home due to the fact that I'm a teacher and I mentally prepare myself for my brain numbing blob that I become. If I was used to working year round I would find other times to detach my head and be relaxed.
So there you have it. Pissed off at life Meaghan.
On a lighter note, this weekend was perfect. Even though Travis didn't catch me a catfish... It was still perfect.
I hope my advisor is right in saying... Meaghan, you'll get through the busy time and look back thinking, how in the hell did I make it through.
Here's to all you, you have worked your tail off all while making it through and being pretty awesome while doing whatever it was! I cheers to you.. With my delicious margarita.
Happy June.
Xo
Megs
